December 2009
14 posts
“Can’t believe so much has passed”
A masterpiece
You strike like a chord
To the strings of my heart
You play the beats of rythmn so well
and got me dancing to it
The tune from your saxaphone
Got me feeling high and low
If only there was lyrics
To your melody
It could have been a masterpiece
“Hush..don’t worry everything will be alright..”
“When you grow old, most friends are just passer bys”
So few that could see into my heart.
Placebo Education
Placebo education gives you the impression that you have a very good education. Then you will have an enormous amount of confidence later on in life to succeed.
“Because you love someone that’s why you let her go”
Decisions
However tough they are we need to make them
Maybe
Will just kill everyone
Inner battle
I cannot be the devil
Who will lead you astray
Yet I want to be the angel
who will touch your soul
Should we keep the flames burning
or snuff it out before its too late?
Misses
Im beginning to miss you
I know i cant do this
I dont want to go through the cycle again
With the obstacles would it even be possible?
Yet its so hard to find someone with this chemistry
November 2009
19 posts
Frustration
As the time draws closer, I feel the air and space getting smaller. Progress can’t be achieved and it carves like a knife down my mind to my heart and soul.
Utter frustration.
“Learn how to smile even when everything else has collapsed.”
“The typical business man is an optimist. For him the future is full of possibilities that never have been realized in the past. He is not, however a day dreamer, but one who uses his imagination in formulating purposes which lead to immediate action. His power of execution often surpasses that of his imagination, and he is frequently surprised to see his vision in less time than he had even...
Strength
I have to become stronger no matter what it takes or the price I pay
Watching love?
You know it’s funny that people watch love.
That it is so in absence that people have to watch it.
When I say love it is not just the kind of lusty sordid love.
But friendship love,lover’s love,parental love and of course gay love..
We are all so desperate for love that we watch people creating love on movies.
Just a little background, I came from an asian family where love is not...
Kindle.kindle.Kindle
I need a kindle!!!
Its going to be another battle, this time I shall conquer it
“Why do you tug so intently at the strings of my heart?”
“Purpose is the key that make us happy, that gives us meaning to our lives....”
Hidden
I see people who lie to themselves, the fabrication of ‘truth’ and the weaving of such ‘truths’ to others. In the end it is not the lies that are weaved in front of others but those that one do to him or herself. I see it reflected in people, in their eyes, language, posture and importantly their actions and words. They lie to themselves of the world they are in, the...
Distance
As I sat among people, one might wonder why my eyes seem hollow as if far away from the present. Laughter, joy, happiness, sadness and grief all seems to be lock some where far away. Topics converse upon the table seem meaningless to me, boredom creeps like a shadow descending upon me unknowingly triggering me to stifle a yawn or sets me off inch by inch to other things that matter.
Work seems to...
Imagine~John Lennon
Imagine there’s no Heaven It’s easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there’s no countries It isn’t hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I’m a dreamer But I’m not the only one I hope someday you’ll join...
“A person filled with love, grows prettier everyday.”
“Emotions.I seem to lost it..”
“Many people in life set up barriers and blockades to prevent themselves from...”
“How I wish I can just love…”